WISH TO CRY...
really wish to cry it out..
pressure from school,
someone make my pain as a joke.
do u know the pressure from my school?!
may be u dunno..
coz u never try ur best to do something.
im not like u,
im serious wif all my subject..
wat the fuck..

advertisement from newspaper:

TENJI BUFFET~
it is a Japanese buffet~
looks so nice and discount some more,
abt RM60++ a person.~

am i too bad to hurt someone?
but if i continue to let him misunderstand,
i scare his wound will become more serious once the times flies.
im facing dilemma.
finally, i choose tell him the truth.
hope we r still friend. <3 ^^
friends forever.~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF<3
received messages from friendsss ..
thx a lot.
n having a very surprise birthday celebration in school..
paiseh but grateful~XD
my college gang give me 2 dresses as my birthday gift.
as they never see me wear dress b4..
thx a lot.. muaksss<3
received a big card and a small card from friends~
at night, having dinner wif family and vinna at DAORAE.
after that went to subang's neway meet SK they all.
abt 1 sumthing back home as tomolo hav class at 8am><
too bad, they all start to take photo after i back home T.T
tired and sleep~
a very very very nice and happy day~
i love you all~<3
muakssss

HAHAHAHAHA.. left one day n im 18!!!!
lulalalulalalulalulaheh~ <3
went to decanter wif family n bro's friend to celebrate my birthday countdown..
as today is monday,
so less ppl went there~
chatting and taking photo..
as tomolo hav class in the morning,
so hav to back earlier...
nightzzzz~ <3

after breakfast at subway,
i hav to go to school,
n hav to say goodbye to kit yee. T.T
really hope she can stay for 2 more days...
haiz.. next time bah... ><
really thanks a lot bao bei can come n find me.
actually im enjoy that night dinner wif bao bei n vinna~
coz really long time dint see u all~ ><
something happen.
make me feel awkward..
gosh..><
hope it never happen.. T.T

hope the class can ended faster today~
coz kit yee come kl find me^^
but, as i accompany sister go sunway pyramid,
so reach home late.
she wait me until fall asleep.. XD
after take bath, went out having dinner wif vinna too.
having korean food called "seo gung" at SS2..
not bad.
that ddokbogi is too large.. -.-
cant finish at all.. ><
chatting while eating...
chat abt some gossip... ~~
abt 10 sumthing back home..
online n enjoy that time wif kit yee~
funny funny.. XD
abt 11sumthing went out again..-.-
yum cha wif my sisterss.
baba n mama come kl today.
GOSSIP again wif family in my room...-.-
kit yee actually dunno wat my family talk abt at all.~ XD
after that, SLEEP.. ZZZ

today i was over slept.
so, miss the morning class..
luckily i ask my friend help me to mark attendance.. XD
went to school abt 10 sumthing after breakfast wif 2nd sis.
fetch elsie, liyin they all to sunway pyramid bought DUM DUM as a birthday gift to SK.
haha.. finally, we bought a BOX of dum dum and a cake for him,
to celebrate his 18th birthday.
after english class, we have a surprise for him.
but actually he know the surprise liao.. chih..-.-
took photo n eat the cake.
cake was not tasty. ><
after that, sheng kai open the wrapped birthday gift.
he was surprise when he saw the DUM DUM...
hahahahaha..
this is the first time i give dum dum as a gift..
a good experience.. XD
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TO SK,
happy birthday la..
wish u all the best la..
become leng zai 'soon' la..~

assignment again..
sienz lor.
cant get good result,
so i HATE this sem.
kit yee bao bei come kl find me in this coming wednesday and thursday i think.
at first, she said she will stay here for a few nights.
but now, as something happen,
she only stay here for 1 night.. T.T
i tot i can celebrate my birthday wif her.
but... suan liao lor.
next year bah.. ^^

今天是jcen wey 的出殡日。。
八点多到他家。
刚好elsie 他们也来了。。
烧了香，再看他一面。。
化了少许的妆。。。
样子跟以前没什么分别。。
眼泪忍住没哭出来。。
时间到了，也就是看他最后一眼的时间，
朋友们围绕着他一面走一面合着手一面唱着佛经，
终于，眼浅的我忍不住哭了。。
眼泪不听使唤地流着。。。
去到火化场，
本来平复了的心情又再次忍不住了。。
朋友们在他临走前唱了“朋友”给他听。。
我坚持地唱了前几段，
看到Liyin哭了，
我又忍不住哭了。。。
看着他的棺木推进火化炉里。。
他的弟妹们就越哭得厉害。。
而我和liyin的眼泪又再次留下了。。。
过后就回到他家吃斋饭。。
吃少少当作一个意思，
人后就去1u吃zanmai~
回家玩狗~^^
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朋友，
有时候真的失去了才懂得如何去珍惜，
人生就这样。。
失去了两次，
伤心了两次，
使我更懂得如何去珍惜身边的每一个人。。
记得，
要好好对待身边的每一个人。。
不要等到失去了才来后悔。。
那就太迟了。。。
一切都太迟了。。。
朋友，我爱你们～<3

yesterday i my big sis' birthday.

her "friend" give her a puppy as her gift..
OMG... it is schnauzer!!
i love schnauzer very much!!
it is cute..
he born on 15th of august.
i love him...
but my father hate dog..
dunno how lar...
i dun wish sell it to others or give to others... T.T

10 sumthing in the morning..
i hate this moment.
i cry.
my eyes was red..
i really very sad.
i dun wish accept the truth.
i hope someone was kidding me.
i hope he still alive...
why.... why.... why....
our kai xin guo...
no fun like last time anymore,
no ppl car pool wif me anymore,
no one retort anymore,
no one play water wif us anymore..
our gang...
LOST a person n wont come back anymore.
my friend..
sometimes u r quite noisy n annoying..
but, the gang cant without u..
why u wanna leave us so fast...?
a friend again..
a friend leave me again...
why? why my friends always leave me...
this is the 2nd times..
i scare.. i really scare..
i scare got the 3rd or 4th..
in ur home, i really cant accept that ur pic was there.
ur name was there..
n ur corpse was also there..
sleepless tonight.
ur voise, ur attitude was always in my mind..
not only me..
even liyin, elsie n stephanie,
the GANG cant sleep well..
because we miss u a lot...
especially kenji tan chun yee boy boy..
he miss his lao po very much..
hope u can rest in peace.
希望你可以去到极乐世界～^^

back bidor around 10 sumthing in the morning..
hav to rush back n having lunch wif parents.
tired~
after lunch then sleep till 8 sumthing O.O
dunno why.. really damn sleepy n tired..
took bath n dinner~
big sis cook many food today~
got western, korea, japanese, chinese n etc type of food.
yummy~
all the relatives come my home too.
drink n chat till 2 sumthing n all of them back home..
clean up all the things n sleep~
at 12am, sing happy birthday to my big sis..
it is her BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA JIE!!!~ <3

went to "MY PLACE" again today..
wif jcen wey n xiao han n stephanie.
jcen wey drive his porsche come n fetch me..
i hate that yellow colour.. -.-
buy burger n eat at subang there..
after that play water in the swimming pool again.
jcen wey looks like hippo... LOL XD
today really happy.. XD
abt 1 sumthing back home.